I guess I should...

I've just got in and I'm pissed of. I'm fed up of the younger cadets acting like children. I've worked in a primary school and those kids were better behaved than the rabble I had to control tonight!
I'm trying to chill out with some cool music. Todays not been all bad, I got presented my wings which was nice, as only two other people on the squadron knew that I had got them, I received a big well done from everyone else.
School...well I was pleased because I scrapped a pass in my physics test, and improved my maths grade (not past a pass though) I'm so failing maths, but I'm going to stick at it, I don't give up easy!
At lunch today I felt very distant, thats a weird expression, but I sat at the window and just watched the world pass by, every now and again, I was asked by someone unsatisfied with the music selection to change the track, but everytime I just rolled back into my corner. Gemma was looking very down, sitting against the wall away from the mass of people that seem to always converge each lunch time, after their expedition to the shop. They always bring an unwanted noise to the room. Alex and Ash were getting carried away in lip locking action, only breaking for air or to ask for a track change. I turned my gaze out of the window onto a fantastic day, not a cloud in the sky, 'Typical' I could have flow a proper solo in this weather. Thats my luck!
Well I have a history test tomorrow, and I know I'll fail, I don't even understand the question.

Well time to chill...