Look from above the clouds and stars...
Hey...It's Friday. Thank F***! This week has dragged so much, I think its a combination of the weather and the amount of work I've had. Ah well back of to Watton this weekend and hopefully get back into the air, its been two weeks!
I had a song written for me today! How cool is that! Adam played it on his 12 string, we were all cracking up. Its really quite good actually.
Well I'm back to blog...I'm feeling really shit! I'm so tired, I have been all week. It's because every night I lie in bed and all I can think about is Kayleigh, and what I've lost and what I haven't got and how lonely I'm feeling. I really don't know what to do about it...everyone say find someone but its really not that easy! I haven't got a clue how to do it, explaining why Kay is the only girl I've done anything with. Tonight this girl, I thought was a good friend basically told me to fuck off, making me feel even worse about myself. I have loads of great mates at school, who all care bout me, but whats hard most of them are couples. So being with them isn't always the best thing. I just want to get away from everything, gliding helps, but I do like to spend time with people I can talk to.
Ok enough ranting...
I had a song written for me today! How cool is that! Adam played it on his 12 string, we were all cracking up. Its really quite good actually.
Well I'm back to blog...I'm feeling really shit! I'm so tired, I have been all week. It's because every night I lie in bed and all I can think about is Kayleigh, and what I've lost and what I haven't got and how lonely I'm feeling. I really don't know what to do about it...everyone say find someone but its really not that easy! I haven't got a clue how to do it, explaining why Kay is the only girl I've done anything with. Tonight this girl, I thought was a good friend basically told me to fuck off, making me feel even worse about myself. I have loads of great mates at school, who all care bout me, but whats hard most of them are couples. So being with them isn't always the best thing. I just want to get away from everything, gliding helps, but I do like to spend time with people I can talk to.
Ok enough ranting...
4 Comments:
you're very dismal about amricans...didn't we have this discussion? the whole "lot" aren't bad! michael moore deserves kudos though... haha, guess who...
the ignorant american
Sorry Fran...been a long week.
sorry your week's been crappy.let loose this weekend~:D don't let what other people say get you down tho, it's not worth it. just look back at all your real friends and know they're there for you. later, fran
who was the girl that told you to F**k off? i no kayleigh she never ment to hurt you?! write bk xx
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