This years love better last...

Right well I suppose it time you had a debrief of this weeks events. Monday was a bit dull and uninteresting really. I went to town with mum to buy a shirt and jacket for my up and coming university interviews. I met up with Claire for lunch which I think she was happy about. Sadly I didn't get to see her in the evening as I had to drive to Lincoln for my interview at Sheffield on Tuesday.

Allthough bloody nervous in the morning, by the time I'd looked around the uni and got to my interview I was fine, and I think I even managed to pull of an offer a grade lower than expected. I got home about 8.30, the car just about in one piece. I had time to write Claires valentines card before she arrived at 9.00. It was a really nice evening, and I got a waffle maker out of it so I can't complain! We had a late night after watching a very 'interesting' DVD Claire had ordered, I wouldn't recommend it. Wednesday was good, Claire eventually managed to get it of work so in the 10 days we have of school I got to see her 1 full day. We had a lay-in followed by waffles and in the afternoon we headed to Southwold. It was nice to some quality time together, on our own doing our own thing, its now a rarity in our relationship, something or someone is always governing over what we're doing. Even Wednesday wasn't completely to ourselves as Claire had to go home at 7.00 to leave the next morning for Stafford. I cant remember the last time we woke up with each other and fell asleep together. It's got to be before Christmas though...

I should have spent Thursday finishing of my history, in the end I spend less than an hour on my desperately important essay for a few games of Medal of Honor with Marc and Iain. Today I headed up to Nottingham for my second interview, everything went ok, I was completely grilled in my interview but I still got an offer so I'm not fussed. I was back about 7.00, but have sat and wasted a perfectly good Friday night away. Because the cars in the garage I couldn't get Emma to bring her over so she went out to have fun down the pub. I really could have done with a night in chatting with her, oh well maybe next week.

Tomorrow is a Saturday, I should, No, I have to finish my essay! I'm so unmotivated and undirected the moment, everything is a hassle and I just can't be arsed. I was hoping that visiting these uni's might spark of something, kick me up the arse and get some work done, but I have no drive and I'm not sure what to do about it, I guess its only something I can deal with. Claires 3 hours away at the moment and I can still feel fed up by her, even after Wednesday was so fantastic. I can't even remember what sparked it of, something I thought bout earlier. I'm tired so I've not been in the best of moods today, mum kept commenting how quiet I was in the car... Lethargic...