The sweetness will not be concerned with me...
God Damn it I'm annoyed! Just want to go and... do something! Actually what I want to do is pack my rucksack up, driver over to Claires house, get her to pack some things then just drive of to Wales! Just like we did in July, when we're together I have nothing to worry about when I'm with her, life is just fantastically simple and easy. Shes all on her own baby sitting someone's kids, I wish I was there too...
At the moment I'm sitting in the tiny, shitty spare room, with most of my life and belongings crammed into it. Its so depressing, theres barley any room at all! On the good side though, my wall was knocked down today and it really makes a difference to my room. I cant wait till I can move back in, I'm going to go mental in here!
I really am stressed at the moment. I have piles of things on my plate, cadets-wise the whole promotion things is annoying me, then ontop of that I'm tasked with sorting and ordering ACP's for which I have no time and I also have to sort out D of E campsite and price up and work out all the model group things! I've also lost my parade shoes which is causing no end of headaches. Then in school Uni choices are my biggest worry, and I really truly don't know what to do, and it's getting scary. I'm also doing to many subjects and have to much work to do and just physically no time to do it all in. At home things are pretty crappy too, the whole house is a building start for a site, which after a while really drags you down. James is always being a right shit and thats really winding me up. Now to cap it off, I'm stuck in this tiny room until God know when. I also on the side am worried about Claire's birthday, which I really haven't so far put much thought into.
The very large plus is the way me and Claire are going. Everything is fantastic at the moment. I couldn't help but smile when Matt today said "You've really got a catch there" and I do, not ever letting this one go!
What happening soon... erm... Supposed to be going shooting on Saturday with a party in the evening. In between now and tomorrow I have a book to read and tons of note to make, from now and Monday I have an essay to write, then I have until Tuesday night to get Claire's presents and card and everything sorted! 'Holy Shit!'
Really really need a holiday...
I'm going to try and sleep now, but with the noise of the water heater and a 101 worries, its going to be a struggle.
Night all...
At the moment I'm sitting in the tiny, shitty spare room, with most of my life and belongings crammed into it. Its so depressing, theres barley any room at all! On the good side though, my wall was knocked down today and it really makes a difference to my room. I cant wait till I can move back in, I'm going to go mental in here!
I really am stressed at the moment. I have piles of things on my plate, cadets-wise the whole promotion things is annoying me, then ontop of that I'm tasked with sorting and ordering ACP's for which I have no time and I also have to sort out D of E campsite and price up and work out all the model group things! I've also lost my parade shoes which is causing no end of headaches. Then in school Uni choices are my biggest worry, and I really truly don't know what to do, and it's getting scary. I'm also doing to many subjects and have to much work to do and just physically no time to do it all in. At home things are pretty crappy too, the whole house is a building start for a site, which after a while really drags you down. James is always being a right shit and thats really winding me up. Now to cap it off, I'm stuck in this tiny room until God know when. I also on the side am worried about Claire's birthday, which I really haven't so far put much thought into.
The very large plus is the way me and Claire are going. Everything is fantastic at the moment. I couldn't help but smile when Matt today said "You've really got a catch there" and I do, not ever letting this one go!
What happening soon... erm... Supposed to be going shooting on Saturday with a party in the evening. In between now and tomorrow I have a book to read and tons of note to make, from now and Monday I have an essay to write, then I have until Tuesday night to get Claire's presents and card and everything sorted! 'Holy Shit!'
Really really need a holiday...
I'm going to try and sleep now, but with the noise of the water heater and a 101 worries, its going to be a struggle.
Night all...
posted by Frank.Carn at 00:06
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I have to aplogise for the numerous english mistakes in this post... It was late, I was tired and just publised it without reading what i'd been ranting on about.
CP
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