Do I even dare to speak? -- To dream? -- Believe?

I'm of to bed... I've had a very good chat with Alex tonight, just to try and get some things in focus. I have to apologize to Claire for being grumpy, I'm just concerned, and things will be fantastic after these two weeks.
I've tried to sort my life out tonight, well in respect to university. I think one possible reason I've been putting it of, if only subconsciously, is the fact that I will be leaving Claire for long periods of time. Especially if I follow a career in the RAF... It doesn't matter though, we have our whole lives to plan out and we can make everything work, we'll get our ducks and chickens...

I'm yours Claire forever and whenever you need me.