Yeah the truth is, That I miss you so...

Well as the last few fleeting hours of freedom slip by... I wonder how this year is going turn out. The last was possibly the best ever with some wicked things happening to me, I think I'll remember this year forever...
I'm really not looking forward to going back though, I haven't even started the term and I have a load of work to do. I'm sure I'll cope, I normally do... The biggest thing on my mind and more frequently entering my thoughts is what the fuck am I going to do next year, I'm really screwed up at the moment with my grades and I'm so undecided in what I want to do with my life. It's not good.

Today was quite a nice final day for the holidays, I took Will home this morning before I went to Claires. In the afternoon we decided to go to Cambridge to do some shopping, I was after some new sunnies but didn't find any that suited me... So Claire got herself a little something and we came home with just enough time to for me to get some food and go to cadets. I got a bit annoyed at Claire coming home, it was undeserved but it just made me cross at the time. I'm just not going to enjoy being with her for the next two weeks... I'm sure everything will be ok though.

It was really good to chat with Will last night, had a lot to catch up with could have done with a bit of extra sleep though...

I'm off, got another early morning tomorrow...