I used to live alone before I knew you...

Blimey its again nearly a week since I've had the time or maybe the patients to write a post. Life's not been fantastically amazing at the moment but everything seems to be plodding on with a relative smoothness. The weekend was a disappointment, I again left a gorgeous female in my bed while I left early for yet another cadet activity, this weekend it was a two day canoe expedition on the River Stour. It should have been a great weekend, another classic cadet weekend to reminisce about in years to come. It was however, for the most part dull and tedious, and I would rather have been at home chipping away at my growing mountain of homework, than sitting in a canoe facing the back of a 55 year old man for 6 hours each day. Oh well the evening was better, if only mildly more entertaining, cards in a tent with Em, Iain, Andy and a small bottle of whisky. While the other ***ks not mentioning any names disappeared down the pub. There was a slight air of sadness, we all had to say goodbye to JJ, well until Christmas anyway. He's now left for uni aswell, I'm gona miss that guy.

This weeks main theme, slash, worry are the fast approaching birthdays. Mine is in 25 days and Claires in 15! Claire already know what shes getting me and has started to purchase my presents, but I'm still not sure what to get her! I have some great ideas but money is bit of an issue. Things between us are great at the moment though, even though we're both tired we just seem to keep each other smiling.

I watched the program 'No sex please, we're teenagers' tonight, it was quite interesting. I don't think we could go 5 months without any, deffinatly not after today anyway. It did prove howeever, the correlation between the number tracksuit wearing chavs and the amount of underage sex! This all got me thinking about me and Claire, (as everything does) how everything between us is so fluid and natural, I have regrets and things I wish I could change, but life is good and you can't live a life on "If's and But's". We just need to live for the present, because the past is nasty and the future is scary...