Nobody notices the contrast of white on white...
Well again for the second day running, I'm sitting in the computer room during my lunch break... Doing work? Obviously not, I'm just writing another blog complaining about life. (yawn) Today, so far, has been pretty crappy. It's been another one of those days where everything just tells you, you shouldn't have left your bed this morning. Would you like me to talk you through my dull, frustrating day?
Tough I'll do it anyway!
This morning I woke up absolutly freezing, the spare room even filled from floor to ceiling with my rubbish is still absolutely freezing. At first I thought I must have left the window open, but after peering through the curtains the double-glazed window were firmly closed and locked.
After mustering enough energy to crawl from my slightly warm bed in to the artic conditions of the room I suffered a nosebleed! WTF!
This somewhat increased my urgency to get to the bathroom, to avoid as little drippage as possible. (Not that it matters, as the house is a bombsite as it is.)
After stemming the bleeding I took a shower, which left me with one minute to pack my bag, get dressed have breakfast and brush my teeth... All of which I managed, just about, apart from getting anything to eat.
At school things did little to improve, I spent registration with the big UCAS book in front of me after, on the bus, having an inspiration to teach... adding another possibility to the list of courses I could potentially do. I have two weeks from today to be sorted with my uni stuff!
After the blank staring and random page turning, I moved to the canteen with Claire and Will to sit and do maths homework for 50 minutes.
After break we had chemistry, with no teacher and tons of work to keep us occupied. I didn’t finish the first part (out of six) and I got confused and angry with the second set of questions.
I don't think I can be bothered to complete it... however the bad streak continued, with the E-TopUp machine broken in the shop, another nose bleed (WTF! x 2) and the loss of a pound on a scratch card, this carried on until lesson 5 when history started. It’s was a good laugh, first time I’d smiled all day. I really enjoy the subject and I really don’t want to drop it. Sadly I think I may have to.
Tonight I haven’t done much... Ok to be honest I’ve done nothing. I'm complaining about all this work, but I’ve sat here all evening and not even looked at my school bag, let alone open it! I just couldn’t face it tonight. I've also not been in all evening, I've been driving all over the show being the family taxi. I had to take my brother and his friend to club NRGY in town, then take my mum to a meal in Hepworth. After a few peaceful hours on my own, with very little entertainment, only Friday night TV, I went to collect my brother. I've just got back from my final journey tonight (12.15) having picked my mother up.
I've got to go shooting tomorrow, I don’t really want to I have better things to do, but I can't really sat no at this late stage... cadets again is annoying me. Tomorrow I have to get all of Claire’s presents and things sorted for her Birthday in 5 days time! I also need to get my mum something for her birthday... My bank balance isn't going to like this month one bit!
No ones talking to me on the net so i'm going to bed, i'm really tired acctually...
Tough I'll do it anyway!
This morning I woke up absolutly freezing, the spare room even filled from floor to ceiling with my rubbish is still absolutely freezing. At first I thought I must have left the window open, but after peering through the curtains the double-glazed window were firmly closed and locked.
After mustering enough energy to crawl from my slightly warm bed in to the artic conditions of the room I suffered a nosebleed! WTF!
This somewhat increased my urgency to get to the bathroom, to avoid as little drippage as possible. (Not that it matters, as the house is a bombsite as it is.)
After stemming the bleeding I took a shower, which left me with one minute to pack my bag, get dressed have breakfast and brush my teeth... All of which I managed, just about, apart from getting anything to eat.
At school things did little to improve, I spent registration with the big UCAS book in front of me after, on the bus, having an inspiration to teach... adding another possibility to the list of courses I could potentially do. I have two weeks from today to be sorted with my uni stuff!
After the blank staring and random page turning, I moved to the canteen with Claire and Will to sit and do maths homework for 50 minutes.
After break we had chemistry, with no teacher and tons of work to keep us occupied. I didn’t finish the first part (out of six) and I got confused and angry with the second set of questions.
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Its now 9 hours since I started this post... the buzzer cut it short. Its now (23:09)I don't think I can be bothered to complete it... however the bad streak continued, with the E-TopUp machine broken in the shop, another nose bleed (WTF! x 2) and the loss of a pound on a scratch card, this carried on until lesson 5 when history started. It’s was a good laugh, first time I’d smiled all day. I really enjoy the subject and I really don’t want to drop it. Sadly I think I may have to.
Tonight I haven’t done much... Ok to be honest I’ve done nothing. I'm complaining about all this work, but I’ve sat here all evening and not even looked at my school bag, let alone open it! I just couldn’t face it tonight. I've also not been in all evening, I've been driving all over the show being the family taxi. I had to take my brother and his friend to club NRGY in town, then take my mum to a meal in Hepworth. After a few peaceful hours on my own, with very little entertainment, only Friday night TV, I went to collect my brother. I've just got back from my final journey tonight (12.15) having picked my mother up.
I've got to go shooting tomorrow, I don’t really want to I have better things to do, but I can't really sat no at this late stage... cadets again is annoying me. Tomorrow I have to get all of Claire’s presents and things sorted for her Birthday in 5 days time! I also need to get my mum something for her birthday... My bank balance isn't going to like this month one bit!
No ones talking to me on the net so i'm going to bed, i'm really tired acctually...
2 Comments:
aww sweetie, sounds like you had a rough day! relax this weekend, and think of Claire...that should help...oh and put on fantastic music and just sit and listen. it's better than therapy!
love you :) x
Thanks very much Ash... And thats exactly what i've just done. I spent last nite with Claire went out to relax. Now I've got some good happy music to cheer me up
:-) While I toil away at homework.
Thanks Hun!
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