To free your mind...

A thought provoking day...

I have been quite relaxed recently, not so stressed, less irritable and generally happier. Keeping myself busy at Thorpe and at home has given me little time to build up anxieties. The days seem so short working at Thorpe which is brilliant; there is always something to keep you occupied. Home however seems to take a bit more effort to keep yourself distracted but its possible, like finding a job and working right though the scorching hot day to get it done. I find home full of angst at the moment even though effectively it’s only me and mum living here, this week more than most has been more stressful for mum, which then in some magic way turns into my stress. My brother has been expelled from Thurston now, and mum is just worried sick about what’s happened and what’s going to happen. I realised last night all the shit with my brother has been affecting me after the dream I had about him last night, weird.

I think this is a bit of a strange ramble... but it’s to hot to sleep and as they say, 'It's good to talk'.