I pass the time in my room alone...

This week feels very surreal, time just doesn't seem to make sense. This is probably down to the successive late nights and the abnormally high intake of caffeine and sugar. Every hour of it, seems to have been focused on the history exam, the only thing I can remember doing this week is writing my essay, reading quotes, talking about it and thinking it. It feels like an age since I've spent any time with Claire, I think she slept over on Sunday night, or it could have been Monday? I haven't been able to send text messages this week either as my lack of finance has left me with only £0.26 on my phone, this lack of contact with the outside world has left me feeling slightly detatched. I haven't been able to text Claire or Emma or anyone else for that matter, to give me a few seconds to think about things outside of these four walls or the information contained on my laptop screen. At this moment in time I really fancy a couple of things, one is sleep, the other is something else. I just need to zone out.