yvan eht nioj...

I just got back from the gliding school...I'm in a good mood, absolutely shattered though, but had a fantastic days gliding, got to fly the launch and landings! Hopefully it won't be long before I'm going solo.

Look from above the clouds and stars...

Hey...It's Friday. Thank F***! This week has dragged so much, I think its a combination of the weather and the amount of work I've had. Ah well back of to Watton this weekend and hopefully get back into the air, its been two weeks!
I had a song written for me today! How cool is that! Adam played it on his 12 string, we were all cracking up. Its really quite good actually.

Well I'm back to blog...I'm feeling really shit! I'm so tired, I have been all week. It's because every night I lie in bed and all I can think about is Kayleigh, and what I've lost and what I haven't got and how lonely I'm feeling. I really don't know what to do about it...everyone say find someone but its really not that easy! I haven't got a clue how to do it, explaining why Kay is the only girl I've done anything with. Tonight this girl, I thought was a good friend basically told me to fuck off, making me feel even worse about myself. I have loads of great mates at school, who all care bout me, but whats hard most of them are couples. So being with them isn't always the best thing. I just want to get away from everything, gliding helps, but I do like to spend time with people I can talk to.

Ok enough ranting...

Everything will be alright...

Its now 11:58, and I'm still doing physics homework. I'm listening to the Killers and drinking lots of tea! Am I a dedicated student, or a lazy one?

It's now 00:24 and I'm calling it a night. I'm going to be like death tomorrow and I have a maths test that I'm going to fail! Ah well apparently the lowest grade I can get is a B!! God knows how they worked that out!?

Night world...

Good, Goodnight Elizabeth...

Just a quick blog...I have to get ready for cadets. I'm knakered again, I haven't been able to get to sleep very well the last few days, I've had lots of things on my mind. Its great to know that you have friends that care about you... thanks Claire. It's like me and Alex were saying to each other a while back...Its sometimes better to have lots of special friends than a special person.

Alone in a crowded room...

Well I just got back from school and I'm absolutely knackered. It's not even been a particularly strenuous day. I nearly did a JJ, but I managed to stay conscious for the whole bus journey. Nothing interesting happened at all today. We discovered that Adam, is apparently, a very hairy 6 year old, because we found him designing a tree house at lunch! We also got 'The Only Gay Eskimo' played on Thurston radio lol.
Well I have to go and do homework, I'd rather just crawl into bed, but what can you do. I'll blog later if something interesting happens to me...maybe I'll win the lottery?...No wait, I haven't got a ticket!

Well I'm going to continue my blog...Nout much has happened in 2 hours. I have noticed though that everyone has been making reference to one of my numerous nicknames today, Frank 'Copulates (with) Pigeons'. I'm not too sure why?, should I be worried!?
Also, Alex met Kay in town today, which makes me feel weird, it really shouldn't. lol he didn't find out anything interesting for me. I want to talk to her, but I don't want a conversation that will leave me feeling low, like they always do. I need to find someone new...

Girls are just weather and noise...

Well today, for me has been all about music and relationships. There's people breaking up, getting together, having problems, just all at once it seems. And I've been listening to music all day! Its been a topic of conversation for me and Sophie, who I haven't chatted to for a while (when I say a while I mean since October!) We've enlightened each other to some other wise unknown bands. :-) Oh and I've got a little Tenacious D treat for Adam.
I only had one lesson today, then had a driving lesson, did reversing round corners and next weeks going to be emergency stops which will be fun! Mum roped me into decorating, but I had music blaring away so the 3 hours went rather quickly.

Well back to conversing....

Running down corridors, through automatic doors...

I've just got in from cadets. We've had some good news for a change so we're all a bit more cheerful at home. School was alright today nothing special, wasn't the snow exciting kiddies!! Got to drive to ATC in the slush and ice that was fun! It wasn't a bad evening, did lots of ordering about tonight, but we got thing done. I was working on the website again, its going to be great once all our new stuffs updated. We got told about a planned trip to Australia, for summer 06. It sounded fantastic, just need to find £1300 before Christmas, I'm going to have to do a lot of thinking about it and what I want to do over the next couple of years!
Well I'm feeling better than I was last night... its amazing what one person can put you through and make you feel.

Night World...

Shatter in a blink of an eye...

Well in a very lethargic mood...just listening to chilling music and doing some homework.
I was out last night, went to Laney's party. It was a good laugh, mainly guys from ATC so we had a good laugh. Watched about four hours of Dirty Sanchez! I got home bout 10:00 this morning and went straight to bed and didn't get up till 1:00! Not the best nights sleep I've had, crashed out on Martins floor, freezing my arse off. lol.

I saw Kay on Saturday, the first time since we split the morning after the prom. I now can't stop thinking about her, but she won't text me back. Everyone, even my mum, keeps telling me that she treated me badly and I deserve better but I still really miss her. I'd take her back any time. But I think I've realized its not going to happen...sigh... Time to move on?

The best days of my life...

Canada Expedition 2004

Well I thought i'd share a very tiny part of Canada with you. Im not gonna blog about the whole trip; but when I hear some music or see a picture that reminds me of something i'll share it. Its was fantastic time! Can't wait to go back out there.

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams...

Auderves...whats the point?! Seriously! They serve no purpose whatsoever...they just stick in your teeth and taste like....well they taste odd! Not natural food I'm telling you! I was expecting proper food, like sausages on sticks and sausage rolls, not rodent sized 'snacks'.

Ok...Calm...

I just got in from the pub.... Jesus, Adam says some of the most bizarre things! Everyday he says something that is so outrageously random. He has to be on something!

Well I'm of for some 'Frank' time...

Electric girls with worn out toys...

I received my Jimmy Eat World ticket today from J.J...even though it cost twice as much than it should have (thanks Marc!) I also joined eco-club today, me and Clairey helped with the construction of Bird Boxes...well when I say helped I mean that we came up with improvements, such as skylights, window boxes, bedrooms and en-suites, and not forgetting the most important feature for 'rich birds'... beedays!

Guess whats happening tomorrow?! Give up? Try General Studies exam! Wahey!!! The biggest, most pointless, stupid, worthless, futile, insignificant, waste of time in the dimensions of space and time!

I decided to let Sag's write my profile for me, after he shot my other one down in flames! lol. I'm quite looking forward to read it...should be funny...I hope for the right reasons!

Highway to the danger zone...

I'm in a TopGun mood at the mo! Been at the gliding school all weekend was good fun...got a few launches today. Harry's been giving me 'Sharking' signs cause me and caz have been messing about. HeHe. Oh I found out she was getting of with Zara last night which was quite funny!
I just read Sag's blog... and it so soppy....lol but I wouldn't say no to a girlfriend that would do things like that. Ah well, have fun while your single is what everyone says...Back to school tomorrow, will be interesting for reasons I will not disclose. But I get to see everyone, I'm sure I've been missed greatly. Night guys.....

Step on my old size nine...

Well this is the second time I've tried to blog...The first time my PC exploded in huge fireball!! ok it just crashed but it stilled pissed me of!
Well the weeks not been too bad...Thursday was good, few of us went down the pub after cadets had a laugh and a chat. We were reminiscing about Canada, can't believe we left for Toronto 5 months ago on Friday! Friday was ok...had last lesson of which was nice so we sat and watched 'The Holy Grail' and discussed girth lol! Well today I got up a 7 to drive to Watton to carry on gliding...sadly the weather was crap so didn't get any flying but hey...I made another friend and I seem to be getting on with Caz well... Well back off to the Gliding School tomorrow hopefully get some launches in. Well I'm going to stop typing and find something constructive to do!

Once i almost touched your hand...

Just got in...I've been with Marc, Will and JJ all evening working on our presentation from our Canada Expedition. Its looking really good...just an ickle bit to long maybe?! I spoke to Kay again briefly tonight but she didn't seem interested...Oh well life moves on... I'm still 'Sharking' Alex. School was a bit bizarre today. Everyone seemed quite and unmotivated. Things picked up at lunch when Adam volunteered to be clingfilmed to a table...we then held it upside down and amazingly it held him!! It climaxed when we cut the clingfilm and he fell flat on his face! Ah what we do in our spare time....

Hear You Me...

Well i suppose i should write something here... Well i had my Chemistry exam this morning. I think it went well, all the cramming with Clairey helped. Cheers Claire! Well i'v not done much atall today, had four free periods so just sat on my arse listening to music. :-) Im waiting for my cousins in New Zealand to come online, to try out there webcam we got them should be cool. I really miss being out there can't believe it was a year since i was out there. Can't wait to go back! Im so going travelling when i have money and time lol. Oh well back to watching TV....

Still you rack ‘em up, knock ‘em back, Line ‘em up, put ‘em down...

Friday 7th...Ermmmm...What to tell the world... Im listening to Razorlight if you hadn't guessed from the title. Im in quite a cool mood, just very sleepy. Yay! Back of to Watton tomorrow to carry on with my Gliding Scholarship, it'll be good fun just not looking forward to getting up at 7! I've finally read Ashleighs blog (and its very good!) also Sags has put his Amsterdam video on his site and its brilliant...have a look once I've sorted out my links. Well i really don't know what to say...i must be so boring...

Back...

OK OK Alex!....I haven't blogged for a while, been rather busy. My Gliding scholarship has been fantastic and given me a great excuse not to revise! Not much else has been happening. Was back to school yesterday, great to see everyone...not so great to be back in lessons. Ah well I'm of to cadets soon so need to polish my shoes. I'll blog later. Cheers Alex