Got to ask yourself the question, Where are you now?..

Damn it!! I'm feeling funny again! What’s wrong with me? I know I'm tired, I'm not feeling really down, just not myself.

Oh well... things will keep moving on and changing. I realized this sitting on the bus home from work today watching the fields and hedges flash pass the window as I thought all of the things that have happened to me in the last 18 months, and Jesus Christ so much has happened to me and I have changed so unrecognisably! Everyone knows so little about me! No one knows what I used to be like.




Life travels way to fast and is just accelerating, and it’s very easy to miss you stop... and easy to just jump on the closet bus and see where it takes you, this is what I'm afraid I'm doing. I haven't got any proper plans or destinations and I think I may be going places I don't want to...

...I love Claire... and at the moment she is all I really have that I know i can relly on, so can we keep it that way?