Thinking about letters, lights and tramps...

Things are very complicated at the moment, and for that reason I've quite enjoyed tonight. It's been fairly mundane; I came home with Claire from school after getting an ice cream and a scratch card. Neither were worth the money paid for them but both provided a small amount of entertainment. Claire left and I just lay on my bed chatting to a few lucky people online until my mother turned up. Amazingly she'd been shopping, at Tesco's!!, so I helped put the shopping away, which is something I've done since I was a little kid, but find it sort of fulfilling not a chore, strange. She then roped me into washing our now very battered car, and once the thick layer of dirt was washed away the numerous scratches and dents were clearly visible. Luckily only a handful are mine the rest are mums! I cooked dinner while mum cleaned the inside of the car and what a fantastic meal it was, even if I say so myself! After that I just veg'ed out on the sofa doing not much. Not really worried about school, or uni or girls. Over the past few days I've been talking to a variety of people about my future, in the short and long term. I'm very confused about everything, and as far as school work goes i'm feeling very apathetic. I can't be doing with anything a the moment. I just want the summer to come and I can go to work and have a good time in the sun!