Sunday, June 26, 2005


I am taffy stuck and tongue tied...

I'm feeling really snuggly right now... I just want to grab hold of Claire and not let go of her. I love her. I've never been this happy before I am so lucky to have found her. I just want to spend second with her.

Good night everyone...

Love you Claire

Thursday, June 23, 2005


When I let you closer, I only want you closer...

How fast have the last few days gone!? Time is just flying past these days! Last Friday was absolutely perfect. Claire had a exam in the morning and once she'd finished she came and picked me up, and we headed to Walbeswick. We sat on the beach, and had lunch, it was a fantastic day for the beach. After messing around in the sea we went crabbing of the quay side. It was a really nice day, we got home and after Claire went ringing and I played roller coaster tycoon (great game) we went to my house where Claire spent another night :-)

I spent all weekend again doing cadets things, I really want/need a job but its really inconvenient. Hope I get some work at the Races through the summer. Fuck I really shouldn't have done that! grrr. Now I've pissed myself of I'll try and carry on and make myself feel better! Right the weekend... Saturday morning I spent helping tidy up for the annual inspection, it was a good laugh actually and the weather was again fantastic! I came back to Thurston in the evening for the Drill Comp practice, it was quite good and my Drill actually improved, but I'm pleased I'm just a reserve. We kipped the night at the squadron, watched the Aus trip vid (not as good as Canada) had a BBQ and watched a crappy film. After an early start to another glorious day JJ drove me Will and a couple of others to Culford for a day of canoeing. It was fecking excellent! I passed my two star finally, I really should be 3 star by now, oh well hopefully my CST and the rest of the stuff should happen soonish so I can start coaching! Oh ginger Pax was there so of course we had a good laugh, we all got very brown and very wet, but u cant beat messing about in the water on a scorching day, can you!?

Tuesday was also another fantastic day spent with my most favorite person. After my history lesson and Claires we headed back to hers, cause we'd planned to go swimming. We decided we were hungry so we made some lunch and chilled on the trampoline, after eating a tub of strawberries between the two of us we started to mess about... Well anyway we decided to go swimming when Claires mum came home unexpectedly!! (unfortunately) Because we'd left it to late Stowmarket was closed so we headed to Diss. After a good laugh swimming we headed home... I dont really remember what happened in the middle but I know that we spent the night together at hers and she took me to school in the morning. Wednesday was alright Claire came to see me in the evening for a bit to wish me luck in my test, to help sort my school work out... and of course to 'relax with Saurus' ;-) and a chance for me to practice.

Well today... anyone know what happened today? I'll give you a clue.... I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! Fuck Yeah (Canada again) 1st time round, I'm over the moon! It means I can start to save my money and it means me and Clairey can share the driving on trip to Wales which I absolutely can't wait for! Hopefully be the best weekend ever! Just because we're going to be stuck together for 3 full days! Cant wait!!!!! I had planned to pick up Claire and take her to climb at Stowmarket, but my poor baby was feeling really ill. So I had to leave her to get some rest, I felt really bad for her. She can relax a bit after Monday when all her exams are finished with. Climbing was excellent, not only due to the fact I could drive myself to and from Stomarket but cause I'm just like a member of staff now and I did some damn good climbing!:-D

Well I'm feeling quite a bit better now, just hot. Well I should get some well earned rest after my big day! I think its fair for me to fall asleep with a smile on my face tonight - Cadets is great, I Can drive, and I have the most perfect girlfriend!
Someone asked me tonight "love do you think?" my answer... "Yes"

Sweet Dreams...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005


I love all the things you do...

Well Claires been asking whether I've blogged, and I keep saying no... so here we are. Nout much has happened lately, I've finished my exams now thankgod. Unfortunately Claire has still got exams and wont finish till I'm back at school. So we have to fit seeing each other between her revision. Oh well Friday should be nice we're gona spend the afternoon together just relaxing mite go to the coast or Knetty' Heath. I also really can't wait to go up to Wales with her this year, its only 3 weeks on Friday!
I knocked a big hole in my bedroom wall today... thought you might like to know that. However there is a reason, my house is built very oddly with big empty spaces left for no reason. Anyhoo, I've decided to make my room bigger by knocking down the useless wall, so there should be room for a double be 'wahey!' So today I knocked out an exploratory hole just to see if it was possible and it is so hopefully get it sorted in the holidays! Great!
I received a very random phonecall today, from a friend I haven't spoken to for ages. Charlie, I met her 2 years ago at Dorset camp. Anyway she rang inviting me to her 18 next month, but we we're just chatting for ages catching up and reminiscing, it was cool.
Right well I need to get some sleep... Night...

Monday, June 06, 2005


Rising to pure insanity, Here when you want me...

Well this is just a quick one while I take a well needed revision break...ok cramming break! I have my fecking maths exam tomorrow followed by another 6 exams! God I've made a rather major academic cock up! Everything is fantastic at the moment, and after the week and exams are done with until January I'll be on to of the world! Until I look in my wallet, but hey I'm actually going to get a job so go me!

This weekend was the best I've had absolutely frigging ages, except for the times I've spent with Claire obviously. It was the snowdonia expedition, we left Friday afternoon and arrived in Wales after another classic ATC bus trip involving driving 20 miles past 6 petrol station with an empty tank of fuel! Saturday was absolutely. *ucking brilliant! Me and Mike Thomas and the Greens headed of into the hills me and mike were the only seniors on the camp and hell did we do some cool things! Proper hard core mountain climbing in parts, the weather was pretty dreadful but we didn't care, when I get the photos done I'll post some on here so you can get a feel of the things we we're up to. Sunday was really good too, I was a staff member and spent most of my day preventing little shits, I mean cadets, from killing each other! I did get a climb in though, I was looking shit hot in JJ's harness and shoes, not to mention the skill and expertise I used to get up the rock face!

As Baz Lurhmann said 'Do one thing everyday that scares you' well this weekend was pretty adrenalin filled!

Right need to get back to revision.... c ya....