And I want to break his mind down, yes i do...

Well when did I last blog?...erm Thursday. Whats happened since then, *quick glance at wall planner* not too much. Spent most of my time with Claire but for the life of me I couldn't tell what days, time seems to pass so fast these days. I no on Sunday we had our family BBQ and a chance for my relies to meet Claire and a chance for poor Clairey to meet my relies. It was an alright afternoon, lots of food, lots of pudding and lots of.... snuggling. We also watched cast-away a great Tom Hanks film, I'm on a bit of a Tom Hanks film spree at the moment. Monday morning Claire left me to do some revision, and for the first time I actually did proper revision on my own!!! I really need to though with only 3 more full days till my exams start! In the evening Marc invited me and Will over to his bloody huge house for a few beers and just a general 'lads night in'. Rather than going all those mile back to my house I walked up the road where I had a nice warm bed and my beautiful girlfriend waiting for me. ;-) So we come to today and I've yet again spent all day with Claire neglecting my studies! We spent most of the morning making jokes about Lynch and The afternoon was spent making Claires mothers water feature, which involved driving for several hours around Suffolk! I got home at about 6.00 and went for a run, pleasingly I managed to knock 39 seconds of my last run, I'm fitter than I think. Right well I have much work to keep me going and a Chinese on the way so I'll stop typing....
Have fun all....

And received by me only...

HOT, HOT, HOT!! Whats going on with the weather i'm sitting typing this without a shirt on and the windows wide open trying to keep cool. This is England in May we're not allowed weather like this! Oh well i'm not going to argue, it meant I could do my revision in the garden and go for a walk in the countryside with Claire. I have to apologize for keep writing about her if you've never had the pleasure of meeting her. But she is the most important thing to me!
We had our brief for the Snowdon exped next week on Thursday, I really can't wait to go, it should be great fun! Thursday was also the big day for me, Marc, Will and JJ as it was finally the day of our infamous 'Duck Presentation'. If I can be bothered and discover a way i'll try and link it to my site so you all can download it and see it's greatness!
Right well i'm yawning lots so I better get some shut eye...Night...

Need a little space for a thousand beds...

Well the past few days have been bloody brilliant. I think you can see a trend growing, my days get better with the more time I spend with my wonderful Clairey!
The weekend was great with the VE dance and Thorpe Woodlands was a good laugh. But I think the past 24 hours have by far been the best! I spent yesterday afternoon at Claires before we headed of to meet her dad with Smeagle and Lynch. We had a really nice meal and we had a good laugh, he seems like a really cool guy. Smuggle and Lynch went home with 'dad' and me and Claire headed back to mine... not before buying a novelty johny the provided much entertainment for the journey home. After spending another night at mine, making Claire officially, unofficially moved in! We got up got up, after possibly traumatizing my brother. When I say got up, I mean jumped out of bed a threw clothes on as I'd forgot I had a driving lesson, and Claire had somewhat districted me. On returning from my driving lesson, and some faffing around and bodging of electrics we headed to Claires house for lunch, chocolate, DVD and the hold grail of ice creams, Ben & Jerrys 'Fish Food'!!! Later in the afternoon we went on a walk through the countryside, very romantic. It was just a brilliant day, we we're together happy and giggling. She makes me feel so good about myself!

Ah hey ma ma ma...

*Big yawn!* Right where am I!? Ok, bedroom, my bedroom... thats a start. Day!? Saturday I think... Time 5.00pm. Right, I think I'm a bit more aware of whats going on now! I have been all over the place this week, with exams, seeing Claire and cadets I'm never in one place for too long.
Erm... so what happened since I last blogged nothing fantastically exciting for you lot, but I've been enjoying myself.
On Tuesday poor old Hannah (Claire's car) wasn't feeling too well... in fact the whole exhaust decided to fall of. Although expensive I think Claire saw the funny side, especially when we drove to Stanton from Thurston sounding like a fricking tank!
On Thursday Hannah was fixed, but more importantly we had out chemistry practical exam, me and Claire had been cramming and praying the previous evening and our prayers came true, we got the question we wanted and had practiced for. So we both finished the exam with a smile on our faces!!
Last night, Friday, was the Barn Dance! Sad you may think, but I had a really good time, probably cause I was with Claire more than the actual 'doecy doeing'! But it still was really good fun. And after ditching the drunkards at Lynchs me and Claire headed for bed...think she need to get a bigger one!
After waking up at 7.00 and sorting ourselves out Claire dropped me at home and disappeared of to work.
Sorry guys the blogs not really interesting but I'm really looking forward to tonight, me, Emma and Marc'us were at Beyton setting up for it this morning, up on a very high ladder most of the time. (health and safety my arse!) Tonight little ones is the VE dance put on by the squadron as another fundraiser, most people are going to be in 1940's dress, and hopefully everyone one will be dancing to the 40's swing band thats going to be playing. Even more excitingly is my gorgeous wee Clairey is coming aswell, and I really can't wait to see what shes wearing!!! Right well I've babbled on and I'm sure there's something more constructive I could be doing... Maybe

Later all, thanks for watching, tune in next time...

You can't have to many good times children...

Well I havn't blooged for what feels like bloody ages! I spent the weekend at Stanta on Wing Feild Weekend, which was a really good laugh and we even left with some silverwere, and some very embaressing stories. I think its the longest time me and Claire have go without seeing each other since we started seeing each other! lol.
Monday night was Leese's birtday party. I was quite surprised she even invited me because lately i've apparently been really mean to her. Anyhoo, it was a nice evening with good food and a short sing song when Adam dropped in.
Well skipping over that, Claire has taken up most of my spare time. She always seems to be here now, she might aswell move in, hehe! Well Rodney and her toothbrush have :-)! I do love seeing her!! We always have a giggle together, and we always put a smile on each others faces!
Well my wonderful Wee Claireys here now so i'l blog later!


Big Problem 1 = No money!... Donations welcome...

And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view...

Well Claires just left, she was here for about an hour, but it felt like just a minute and forever! I feel so relaxed and happy. She just melts away anything that's troubling me. For the first time in a long time I feel that there is someone that cares about what is happening to me, how I'm feeling and whats going on. I can't help but smile when I see her, I just want to hold her and never let her go when shes with me. When she's gone all I can think about is the next time I'll see her. I just hope shes smiling all the time, and when I know shes upset I worry about her so much, until I can cuddle her and make everything alright...
What a soppy post but I just feel so brilliant with Claire! I just wish I hadn't had to wait so long for such a fantastic person to become part of my life.

well I'm of to dream now... night all...

Think about it every time I think about it, Can't stop thinking 'bout it...

Right well, I haven't posted for a week. Loads of things have happened its been quite a cool week. I can't remember most of it, everything has been flashing infront of my eyes these past couple of weeks, and Claire is the only regular thing in my life, everything else has gone to pot!
School is down the pan at the moment, everything is an effort and a struggle, I'm beginning to worry bout my exams. I need to slap myself about a bit and crack on revising!
Cadets has been quite good, been really busy getting things sorted and planning stuff. Sunday was a fantastic day for us, as it was the Wing Athletics day. We came away with plenty of silverware and best overall squadron, brought home in memory of Mrs C! The weather was bloody awful, but we did well, I managed to come 4th in the 400m and our relay team got gold in the best race of the day!!!! I've spent tonight on RAF Honingtons assault coarse getting ready for Wing Field next weekend at Stanta, where we again are gona kick some serious backside! (After Claire has massage all of Saurus' sore bits!)
Claire's spent quite a few nights here this week, it feels really lonely to fall asleep on your own... We really do have fun when we're together, its great to be with her, I love laughing and messing about with her. Like she said we can act like kids but when we need to be we're as grown up as everyone else, we're perfect for each other! I have so much to write here but I'm not sure whether to or not, I'll probably say most things in later blogs. James is Poo! I just want all of our mates to be supportive of us, and realize the truth...

Right well I need some sleep and recuperation, so I'm of to bed...

Night, Saurus...

You make me feel as lucky as I can be...

Right I've now, after having had the internet on for about 5 hours, feel ready to blog. Yesterday was brilliant! The presentation went really well even though the cinema was at about gas mark 6! I think I and the other three all pulled there speeches of and we even got some laugh in the right places!! Claire came with my mum to watch it, I was worried she wouldn't enjoy it but she had a big smile, so it couldn't have been that bad, or was just happy being seeing me lol. I'm not to fussed I got to see her which made my day. Not long after the presentation she had to shoot of to her dads, and is hopefully coming to see me tonight.
Shortly after Claire left JJ and Iain turned up, followed by Will, Emma, Andy and everyone else... The weather was perfect, we just sat in the garden talking and drinking. Someone had the idea to go and play football, (probably Will) so we all walked down to the park and played football with some locals and other mates of mine, Christ knows who won but it was a bloody good laugh! When it started to get dark I fired up the BBQ and Dan went of to purchase meat products. To our surprise he was back in half an hour with burgers, bacon and chicken!! With music playing, singing and stories being told everyone was having a great time. After all the food was gone we migrated inside to watch the Canada DVD, which wasn't as impressive as it could have been (the Duck Presentation is far better!) The evening went alright apart from Martins escapades which resulted him walking home to Thetford at 4.30am! He's great bloke until he gets a few drinks down him. Oh Well everyone else had a good time!

I need to tell you (Whoever 'You' is?, leave a comment and tell me who 'you' actually is!?) bout something that has been a great source of comedy and surprises for me and Claire. My mother...! She seems to have become the opposite of what a parent should be! It's really weird, but bloody brilliant! Firstly she let me throw a party in her house, while she was still there! The second even freakier thing is the way shes treating me and Claire, shes completely cool with 'everything'! I better not tell u some off the things she said/done to prevent the embarrassment of everyone concerned! But its been interesting, and has made spending time with Claire fantastically easy. Even if both Claire's mum and dad are abit, shall we say, reserved about the situation. Oh well being with her is great!! and everything is pretty cool at the moment and hopefully will stay like this for a little while yet!

Well I need to crack on with...erm...sitting on my backside, i'll blog later when I get bored or something thrilling happens!...

Now I've found the velvet sun that shines on me and you...

Well today's the day... The Canada Presentation and Shackelton Award giving. I've just finished ironing and polishing my uniform and touched up my speech, am I ready? Hell No, I'm going to be bricking myself in front of 200 people! Oh well it'll be great cause Claires coming to watch so I feel much better about it. Then its the after party at my place which will be interesting, I haven't got a clue who's coming!

This weeks gone so fast Claires made it fantastic, I do love her smile and her fantastic touch. We're so relaxed together, its great I hope she's not working to hard, I should see her in 3hours! I can never wait to see her!
I was hoping to spend tomorrow with her, but she seeing her dad so looks like I'll have to wait till Tuesday. Oh Well I'm sure we can manage...

...Wish me luck...I'll blog later...